Changing ones decisions is difficult, it takes time, effort, decisiveness and often doing more on your end beyond what you've done before. Creating a map, or steps to success, to your desired outcome, imagining yourself there, and then forcing the time in your life to complete these steps, or spending your time instead on these steps is Success. Enjoy it. Revel in each days progress. Each decision you make to get you one step closer to who, and where you want to be!